Normal?

I actually made dinner last night- from scratch, not something frozen :) I made these super tasty calzones and I even made the dough myself. I stuffed them with ricotta, mozzarella and baby spinach. They were so good, I was proud of myself. I was, of course, the only one who really enjoyed them (nobody else likes ricotta cheese). Anyway, I just felt almost like my normal self. Now if I could break the sick attachment I have to my bp cuff and stop having panic attacks about having a stroke- we'd be good. I have been off bp meds for a week today and my bp has stabilized to a little higher than it used to be, but still in a normal range. I just hope it'll keep dropping and get back to what it was before all of this- blagh.

I thought Ezra was turning a corner yesterday- we actually had a little more time without screaming and he took a longer nap. But, today we woke up and he screamed and fussed the whole time I ate breakfast. He's been laying on the floor for about 20 min and he's fussing again. He eats until he can't hold anything in anymore. AGGh. Okay- he was calm yesterday and here's the picture to prove it- he chilled in his bouncey chair while I made dinner last night.