oh my aching legs

Yesterday I thought I would do one of my firm videos- which I haven't done since I was about 8 weeks pregnant. OH my holy hannah- it was difficult to get through. It makes me even more depressed about how out of shape I am. They told me in the hospital I have a low functioning thyroid. yay me. So, I could take drugs for it and my mom says everyone she's ever known has lost weight taking thyroid meds. Well, I don't like taking drugs- never been one to go to the doctor for drugs- sooooo I'm taking some herbs and some iodine- hopefully that will help. In a few months I may go to the doctor and have them check it again and if it is still low maybe I'll take the meds. Very tempting to take drugs to make one thin, eh? Anyway- for now I'll stick to working out and eating right. I took some "herbal" weight loss stuff in college- I lost 4 pounds in one day and I had so much energy I felt like I was on crack. I remember doing chaines across the floor in ballet at lightning speed- and thinking- this must be what Gelsey Kirkland felt like when she was actually doing crack and dancing.